Whatever!!!

For the second time today, I shall try this. 

I had a great time at therapy today.  It has been a long day, but good.  I did get to talk about how I have been doing and how I am coping with things that have come my way.  I am doing well.  Maybe I am more "School Smart" than I thought that I was.  I know how to learn and that is a great thing and will do me well for more time to come. 
I also got a call from the Derby Schools about being a Para Sub and my background check came back, so I am all set to go whenever I am able to work if I get a call.  What to do, what to do???

Took G-Ma to get her hair did today.  Looks good on her too. 
Je has to have a couple of teeth pulled tomorrow. I hope things go good for us at the dentist.

I am so greatful for the things & the people in my life.  I do not always know how to show it though.  I get upset at things, but everything is alright in the end.
Am very done with being used.  Do not need that in my life.  If you don't need me in your life for real, then just don't bother.  I am glad with being less DRAMA in my life.  I do not need anything new going on with that.  I have a peace that has come over me from it.
Working the steps in my CR Bible Study is helping me in life a lot.  I have been working on the steps, I still need to give my inventory, but have not wanted to stop working the books even though I am not going to the study any more.  I also have a devotional that a friend gave me that helps me do something daily when I allow myself the time.  I need to work more on reading the bible more and spending more time with it, with God.
Tomorrow Je and I will spend some time talking with Joe from church.  I do not exactly know how the conversation is going to go.  I hope it goes well.  I just wish I did not have to wait until tomorrow to be able to know how it will go.  I think I know, but maybe something will be what I think not.
I have joined the prayer team at church.  It is helping me with being closer to God and knowing that I am trying to through Him make a difference in someone's life.

I really miss my parents today.  All of them.  I have not seen some of them for a year almost.  I just want to be able to do more than pick up the phone and talk to them.  I am glad that I have my Pa with me always, but still not with me since he is gone.

We shall have a very full house part of the next week for Spring Break.  There will be four adults and five children here.  I am looking forward to the kids being here.  It does not seem like very long since Christmas from seeing them, but then it seems like it has been forever since we have seen them.  I sure have missed them.  I love to see all the changes they are going through in life and how they are always different from the last time that we saw them.  I think that Je will be getting his cookie dough that he bought from Madison for her Chior class.  I already am going to be baking cookies at the end of this week or at the begining of next week, so I just might have more to make than I had already planned on.  I do enjoy the baking.  I wish I could make time to do more though. 

I am really looking forward to Friday for Celebrate Recovery.  Then on Saturday there is the All-You-Can-Eat Enchalada dinner fundraiser for those who attend our Celebrate Recovery and are going to go to Summit this year.  I hope we are able to raise a lot of money for the trip.  It is not a cheap trip to take and hopefully this will make the cost more affordable for everyone going.

I am off to go work on something around the house.  I just wish that the dishwasher would clean what is on the top rack the first time that I put something in it, instead of waiting several washings for it to get clean if it does ever get clean.  I did make a chore chart this week.  I am hoping it will keep me on track and help me get things done around the house in somewhat of an orderly fashion.  I also think it will help when the kids get here!!!