Whatever!!!

In response to a post someone made earlier today on facebook this was my post back:

"I have tried for years to not take meds for my mental illnesses, but I got no where in life. I have a good relationship with God, but that does not mean I do not need to take meds. I have been on them steady for a few months now and it allows my head to be free of some of the negative things Satin puts in my way, trying to break me away from God. I have tried suicide and hurt myself in other ways many times when I was not on meds. I can see through Satin's work now. I know it is not all the meds, but they have helped me enough to be able to do what God is asking me to do. I still sin every day but have hope that even when I do not realize what I am doing that God knows what is truly in my heart! It is not for us to judge others, what would we do if we walked in someones footsteps, not our own? We don't know what that person is feeling or what is going on inside of them. I do have a good Dr & therapist that I work with. I still have bad Manic episodes, but know God will always take care of me."

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I am glad for all God does, His Grace is so awesome!!!  I do not know how people can live without Him in life.  It is not a happy place with Satin.  I have some great family members and friends that are a good support team, beyond my professional help.  I do not feel it is wrong to take meds at all.  I do not completely rely on them, I do have God in my life, but know I am not at a point where I can live life without them at all.