Chocolate Cake: August 2012

HERE is a new idea I came up with.

A little Cake...

I have been working on some new directions. I hope they will take me to the place I need to be. You sure have made it very hard on me these days. Not knowing from one moment to the next what to think. How do I go on? How do I start? What are you doing? DO you even know? If you do, do you care how you affect others? I am sure you have no idea, because you haven't given the chance to lever listen. Do you hear what you are being told by everyone? No, you do not listen! Everything would be different had I known. How do you tell someone? Someone? Everything? Let alone anything...What shall come already has come, you never gave anything else the chance to happen. Can one call themselves a fool? If it is the truth? I guess i just didn't know. Shall we meet again? Memories are all we have now. Well now that I know I am so awake!!! I can't believe the things I have let happen to myself. I now know that I am better than that. Better than the lies that you led me to believe. For so long! The things I feel are so unreal. It scares me from one day to the next but I like the feeling a lot. How do you know, do you ever really know? I can't wait. The next moment is so exciting to me and I can't wait for whatever comes by my way. I feel a slight peace now, but at the same time some questions come to mind. What can I tell you? Will you listen? Will you be able to understand when you do find out these things? I hope so. I want you to know, but what I want is not always what is in store for life. I have to let it be and whatever happens will happen. It is just a mystery in some aspects. Will you ever understand what is going on? I can only hope some day you do...

Chocolate Cake

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Whatever!!!

A little Cake...

Sammantha Marie

Me!!!